Never felt so sad...

I have never saw a movie that I connect so well. I don't know what I have done wrong in my past lives, but it seems like I have to pay it all back this time around... Maybe there are more people who are worst off than I do, but at this moment I am brought to my knees. Where is my family when I need them? I know they are around, but I can't seem to grab them with my hands. They feel so distant. Maybe like Ben says, I have to let go of it all, myself included.